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Welcome friend! Together let's face tough questions about life, God, and health. Let's search for light in the darkest moments.

I will share with you personal poems, prayers, and diary entries on hard topics, in hopes that you will feel known in your own struggles.

Will you join me on this journey? Let's seek out hope together.

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What do you do when embracing the future means leaving precious things behind? Today, I share about my first year of living completely on my own from my family. How does one balance such excitement and heartbreak?

Music Credit: Intro music for this podcast was mixed by the lovely STELLA!

Reading: On Growing Up by Elizabeth Hayashi

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Reading: On Growing Up by Elizabeth Hayashi