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Welcome friend! Together let's face tough questions about life, God, and health. Let's search for light in the darkest moments.

I will share with you personal poems, prayers, and diary entries on hard topics, in hopes that you will feel known in your own struggles.

Will you join me on this journey? Let's seek out hope together.

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When I lost my Grandad, it felt like a gut punch. Today, I share my thoughts on grief. If you are grieving a loved one, this episode is my best attempt at giving you a hug through my podcast.

Music Credit: Intro music for this podcast was mixed by the lovely STELLA!

References: The scripture I referenced in this podcast is Psalm 34:18.

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When I lost my Grandad, it felt like a gut punch. Today, I share my thoughts on grief. If you are grieving a loved one, this episode is my best attempt at giving you a hug through my podcast.

Music Credit: Intro music for this podcast was mixed by the lovely STELLA!

References: The scripture I referenced in this podcast is Psalm 34:18.